Epilogue: The Return

书名:
刘慈欣中英双语科幻经典:青少版2.赡养人类
作者:
刘慈欣
本章字数:
23694
更新时间:
2024-02-22 16:03:11

‘There really is water!’ a young lieutenant shouted with joyous surprise. It was true; a vast surface of water stretched out before them.Sparkling waves shimmered under the dusky heavens.

The Marshal removed the gloves of his spacesuit. With both hands,he scooped up some water. Opening his visor, he ventured a taste. As he quickly closed his visor again, he called, ‘Hey, it’s not too salty.’ When he saw that the lieutenant was about to open his own visor, he stopped him.‘You’ll suffer decompression sickness. The composition of the atmosphere is actually not the problem; the poisonous sulphuric components in the air have already thinned out. However, the atmospheric pressure is too low.Without a visor, it is like what being at thirty thousand was before the war.’

A general dug in the sand at his feet. ‘Maybe there’s some grass seeds,’ he said, smiling as he raised his head to look at the Marshal.

The Marshal shook his head. ‘Before the war, this was the bottom of the ocean.’

‘We can go have a look at New Land Eleven. It’s not far from here.Maybe we can find some there,’ the lieutenant suggested.

‘Any will have been burnt long ago,’ someone commented with a sigh.

Each of them scanned the horizon in all directions. They were surrounded by an unbroken chain of mountains only recently born by the orogenic movements of the Earth. They were dark blue massifs made of bare rock. Rivers of magma spilling from their peaks glowed crimson,like blood oozing from the body of a slain stone titan.

The magma rivers of the Earth below had burned out.

This was Earth, two hundred and thirty years after the war.

After the war had ended, the more than one hundred people aboard the control ship had entered the hibernation chambers. There they waited for the Devourer to spit out the Earth; then they would return home.During their wait, their ship had become a satellite, circling the new joint planet of Devourer and Earth in a wide orbit. In all that time, the Devourer Empire had done nothing to harass them.

One hundred and twenty-five years after the war, the command ship’s sensors picked up that the Devourer was in the process of leaving the Earth. In response, it roused some of those in hibernation. By the time they woke, the Devourer had already left the Earth and flown on to Venus. The Earth had been transformed into a wholly alien world, a strange planet, perhaps best described as a lump of charcoal freshly out of the oven. The oceans had all disappeared, and the land was covered in a web of magma rivers.

The personnel of the control ship could only continue their hibernation. They reset their sensors and waited for the Earth to cool. This wait lasted another century.

*

When they again woke from hibernation, they found a cooled planet,its violent geology having subsided; but now the Earth was a desolate,yellow wasteland. Even though all life had disappeared, there was still a sparse atmosphere. They even discovered remnants of the oceans of old.

So they landed at the shore of such a remnant, barely the size of a pre-war continental lake.

A blast of thunder, deafening in this thin atmosphere, roared above them as the familiar, crude form of a Devourer Empire ship landed not far from their own vessel. Its gigantic doors opened, and Fangs took his first tottering steps out, leaning heavily on a walking stick the size of a power pole.

‘Ah, you are still alive, sir!’ the Marshal greeted him. ‘You must be around five hundred now?’

‘How could I live that long? I, too, went into hibernation, thirty years after the war. I hibernated just so I could see you again,’ Fangs retorted.

‘Where is the Devourer now?’ the Marshal asked.

Fangs pointed into the sky above as he answered. ‘You can still see it at night; it is but a dim star now, just having passed Jupiter’s orbit.’

‘It is leaving the solar system?’ the Marshal queried.

Fangs nodded. ‘I will set out today to follow it.’

The Marshal paused before speaking. ‘We are both old now.’

Fangs sadly nodded his giant head. ‘Old…’ he said, his walking stick trembling in his hand. ‘The world, now…’ He continued pointing from heaven to Earth.

‘A small amount of water and atmosphere remains. Should we consider this an act of mercy from the Devourer Empire?’ the Marshal asked quietly.

Fangs shook his head. ‘It has nothing to do with mercy; it is your doing.’

The Earth’s soldiers looked at Fangs in puzzlement.

‘Oh, in this war the Devourer Empire suffered an unprecedented wound. We lost hundreds of millions in those tears,’ Fangs admitted.‘Our ecosystem, too, suffered critical damage. After the war, it took us fifty Earth years just to complete preliminary repairs, and only once that was done could we begin to chew the Earth. But we knew that our time in the solar system was limited. If we did not leave in time, a cloud of interstellar dust would float right into our flight path. And if we took the long way round, we would lose seventeen thousand years on our way to the next star. In that time, the star’s state would have already changed,burning the planets that we wished to consume. Because of this we had to chew the planets of the Sun in great haste and could not pick them clean.’Fangs explained.

‘That fills us with great comfort and honour.’ the Marshal said,looking at the soldiers surrounding him.

‘You are most worthy of it. It truly was a great interstellar war. In the lengthy annals of the Devourer’s wars, ours was one of the most remarkable battles! To this day, all throughout our world, minstrels sing of the epic achievements of the Earth’s soldiers,’ Fangs stated.

‘We would sooner hope that humanity would remember the war. So,how is humanity?’ the Marshal queried.

‘After the war, approximately two billion humans were migrated to the Devourer Empire, about half of all of humanity,’ Fangs answered,activating the large screen of his portable computer where pictures of life on the Devourer appeared. The screen revealed a beautiful grassland under blue skies. On the grass, a group of happy humans was singing and dancing, and at first it was difficult to distinguish the gender of these humans. Their skin was a soft, subtle white, and they were all dressed in fine, gauzy clothes with beautiful wreaths of flowers on their heads. In the distance, one could make out a magnificent castle, clearly modelled on something from an Earth fairytale. Its vibrant colours made it look as if it were made of cream and chocolate.

The camera’s lens drew closer, giving the Marshal a chance to study these people’s countenances in detail. He was soon completely convinced that they were truly happy. It was an utterly carefree happiness, pure as crystal. It reminded him of the few short years of innocent childhood joy that pre-war humans had experienced.

‘We must ensure their absolute happiness,’ Fangs said. ‘It is the minimum requirement for raising them. If we do not, we cannot guarantee the quality of their meat. And it must be said that Earth people are seen as food of the highest quality; only the upper class of the Devourer Empire society can afford to enjoy them. We do not take such delicacies for granted.’ Fangs paused for a moment. ‘Oh, Marshal. We found your great grandson, sir. We recorded something from him to you. Do you care to see it?’

The Marshal gazed at Fangs in surprise, then nodded his head.

A fair-skinned, beautiful boy appeared on the screen. Judging by his face he was only ten years old, but his stature was already that of a grown man. He held a flower wreath in his effeminate hands, having obviously just been called from a dance.

Blinking his large, shimmering eyes, he said, ‘I hear that my great grandfather still lives. I ask only one thing of you, sir. Never, ever come see me! I am nauseated! When we think of hum anity’s life before the war, we are all nauseated! What a bar baric life that was, the life of cockroaches! You and your soldiers of Earth wanted to preserve that life!You almost stopped humanity from entering this beautiful heaven! How perverse! Do you know how much shame, how much embarrassment you have caused me? Bah! Do not come looking for me! Bah! Go and die!’After he had finished, he skipped off to join the dancing on the grassland.

Fangs was first to break the awkward silence that followed. ‘He will live past the age of sixty. He will have a long life and will not be slaughtered.’

‘If it is because of me, then I am truly grateful.’ the Marshal said,smiling miserably.

‘It does not. After learning about his ancestry, he became very depressed and filled with feelings of hatred toward you. Such emotions prevented his meat from meeting our standards.’ Fangs explained.

As Fangs looked at these last few humans before him, genuine emotions played across his massive eyes. Their spacesuits were extremely old and shabby, and the many years past were etched into their faces. In the pale yellow of the Sun, they looked like a group of rust-stained statues.Fangs closed his computer and, full of regret, said, ‘At first, I did not want you to see this, but you are all true warriors, more than capable of dealing with the truth, ready to recognize,’ he paused for a long moment before continuing ‘that human civilization has come to an end.’

‘You certainly destroyed Earth’s civilization,’ the Marshal said,staring into the distance. ‘You have committed a monstrous crime!’

‘We finally have started to talk about morals again.’ Fangs said with a laugh and a grin.

‘After invading our home and brutally devouring everything in it,I would think that you had forfeited all right to talk about morals.’ the Marshal said coldly.

The others had already stopped paying attention; the extreme,cold brutality of the Devourer civilization was just beyond human understanding. Nothing could have been less interesting to the others than a discussion with them about morals.

‘No, we have the right. I now truly wish to talk about morals with humanity,’ Fangs said before again pausing. ‘How, sir, could you just pick him up and eat him?’ he continued, quoting the then Captain. Those last words left nobody unshaken. They did not emanate from the translator, but came directly from Fangs’ mouth. Even though his voice was deafening,Fangs somehow managed to imitate those three-hundred-year-old words with perfection.

Fangs continued, resuming his use of the translator. ‘Marshal,three hundred years ago, your intuition did not mislead you: When two civilizations – separated by interstellar space – meet, any similarities should be far more shocking than their differences. It certainly shouldn’t be as it is with our species.’

As all present focused their gaze on Fangs’ frame, they were overcome with a sense of premonition that a world-shaking mystery was about to be revealed.

Fangs straightened himself on his walking-stick and, looking into the distance, said, ‘Friends, we are both children of the Sun; and while the Earth is both our species’ fraternal home, my people have the greater claim to her! Our claim is one hundred and forty million years older than yours. All those millennia ago, we were the first to live on this beautiful planet, and this is where we established our magnificent civilization.’

The Earth’s soldiers stared blankly at Fangs. The waters of the remnant ocean rippled in the pale of the yellow sunlight. Red magma flowed from the distant new mountains. Sixty million years down the rivers of time, two species, each the ruler of this Earth in their own time,met in desolation on their plundered home world.

‘Dino… saur!’ someone exclaimed in a shocked whisper.

Fangs nodded. ‘The Dinosaur Civilization arose one hundred million years ago on Earth, during what you call the Cretaceous period of the Mesozoic. At the end of the Cretaceous, our civilization reached its zenith,but we are a large species, and our biological needs were equally great.In the wake of our population increase, the ecosystem was stretched to its limit, and the Earth was pushed to its brink as it struggled to support our society. To survive, we completely consumed Mars’ elementary ecosystem.

‘The Dinosaur Civilization lasted twenty thousand years on Earth,’he continued, ‘but its true expansion was a matter of a few thousand years.From a geological perspective, its effects are indistinguishable from those of an explosive catastrophe; what you call the Cretaceous–Tertiary extinction event.

‘Finally, one day all the dinosaurs boarded ten giant generation ships and, with these ships, sailed into the vast sea of stars. In the end, all ten of these ships were joined together. Then, whenever this newly united ship reached another star’s planet, it expanded. Now, sixty million years later,it has become the Devourer Empire you now know.’

‘Why would you eat your own home world? Are dinosaurs bereft of all sentiment?’ someone asked.

Fangs answered, lost in thought. ‘It is a long story. Interstellar space is indeed vast and boundless, but it is also different than you would imagine. The places that truly suit us, as advanced carbon-based life forms, are few and far between. A dust cloud blocks the way to the centre of the Milky Way just two thousand light years from here. There is no way for us to pass through it, and no way for us to survive in it. And after that it becomes an area of powerful radiation and a large group of wandering black holes.’ Fangs paused, before continuing, still speaking more to himself than to the humans before him. ‘If we should travel in the opposite direction, we would just come to the end of the Milky Way’s spiral arm and then, not far beyond, there is nothing but a limitless,desolate void. The Devourer Empire has already completely consumed almost all the planets that could be found in the habitable areas that exist between these two barriers. Now, the only way out is to fly to another arm of the Milky Way. We have no idea what awaits us there, but if we stay here we will certainly be doomed. It will be a journey of fifteen million years, taking us right through the void. To survive it, we must build large stocks of all possible expendables.

‘Right now, the Devourer Empire is just like a fish in a drying stream. It must make a desperate leap before its water completely evaporates. It realizes that the most likely end is reaching dry land and succumbing to death under the scorching Sun; but there is the slight chance that it may fall into a neighbouring water hole and so survive.’Fangs lowered his gaze toward the humans, bending down to almost eye level. ‘As far as sentiment is concerned, we have lived through tens of millions of arduous years and fought stellar wars beyond number. The hearts of the dinosaur race have long since hardened. Now the Devourer Empire must consume as much as it possibly can in preparation for our million-year journey.’ Fangs again paused, deep in thought. ‘What is civilization? Civilization is devouring, ceaselessly eating, endlessly expanding; everything else comes second.’

The Marshal, too, was deep in thought. Looking at Fangs, he asked, ‘Can the struggle for existence be the universe’s only law of biological and cultural evolution? Can we not establish a self-sufficient,introspective civilization where all life exists in symbiosis? A civilization like that of the Eridanians?’

Fangs answered without hesitation or pause. ‘I am no philosopher;perhaps it can be done. The crux is, who will take the first step? If one’s survival is based on the subjugation and consumption of others and if that should be the universe’s iron law of life and civilization, then whoever first rejects it in favour of introspection will certainly perish.’

With that Fangs returned to his spaceship, but he re-emerged, now carrying a thin, flat box in both talons. The box was about ten feet square,and it would have easily taken four men to carry it. Fangs placed the box on the ground and opened its top. To the humans’ surprise, the box was filled with dirt, and grass was growing on it. On this lifeless world, its green left no heart untouched.

As Fangs opened the box, he turned to the humans. ‘This is pre war soil. After the war, I put all of our planet’s plants and all of its insects into suspended animation. Now, after more than two centuries, they have awoken. Originally, I wanted to take this soil with me as a memento. Alas,I have thought more about it, and I have changed my mind. I have decided to return it to where it truly belongs. We have taken more than enough from our home world.’

As they gazed upon this tiny piece of Earth, so full of life, the humans’ eyes began to moisten. They now knew the dinosaurs’ hearts had not turned to stone. Behind those scales, colder and crueller than steel and rock, beat hearts that longed for home.

Fangs rattled his claws, almost as if he wanted to cast off the emotions that had gripped him. Slightly shaken, he said, ‘All right then,my friends, we will go together, back to the Devourer Empire.’ Seeing the expression on the humans’ faces, he raised a claw before continuing. ‘You will, of course, not be food there. You are great warriors and you will be made citizens of the Empire. And there is still work that needs your attention. A museum to the human civilization needs to be built.’

The eyes of every single Earth soldier turned to the Marshal. He stood deep in thought, then slowly nodded.

One after the other, the Earth’s soldiers boarded Fangs’ spaceship.Because its ladder was intended for dinosaurs, they had to pull the full length of their bodies up each rung to climb inside. The Marshal was the last human to board the ship. Grasping the lowest rung of the ship’s ladder, he pulled his body off the ground. Just at that moment, something in the ground beneath his feet caught his eye. He stopped in mid-pull,looking down. For a long time he hung there, motionless.

He had seen… an ant.

The ant had climbed out of that box of soil. Never losing sight of the tiny insect, the Marshal let go of the ladder and squatted down.Lowering his hand, he let the ant clamber onto his glove. Raising it to his face, he carefully studied the small creature, its obsidian body glinting in the sunlight. Holding it, the Marshal walked over to the box, where he cautiously returned the ant to the tiny blades of grass. As he lowered his hand, he noticed more ants climbing about the soil beneath the grass.

Raising himself, he turned to Fangs who was standing right by his side. ‘When we leave, this grass and these ants will be the dominant species on Earth.’

Fangs was at a loss for words.

‘Earth’s civilized life seems to be getting smaller and smaller.Dinosaurs, humans and now probably ants,’ the Marshal said, squatting back down. He looked on, his eyes deep with love and admiration as he watched these small beings live their lives in the grass. ‘It is their turn.’

As he spoke, the Earth’s soldiers re-emerged from the spaceship.Climbing down to Earth, they returned to the box of living soil. Standing around it they, too, were filled with deep love.

Fangs shook his head. ‘The grass cannot survive. It might even tually rain here at the seaside, but it won’t be enough for the ants.’

‘Is the atmosphere too thin? They seem to being doing just fine at the moment,’ someone noted.

‘No, the air is not the problem. They are not like humans and can live well in this atmosphere. The real crux of the matter is that they will have nothing to eat.’ Fangs replied.

‘Can’t they eat the grass?’ another voice joined in.

‘And then? How will they live on? In this thin air, the grass will grow very slowly. Once the ants have eaten all the blades, they will starve. In many ways, their situation mirrors the destiny of the Devourer civilization.’ Fangs mused.

‘Can you leave behind some food from your spaceship for them?’another soldier asked, almost pleaded.

Fangs again shook his massive head. ‘There is nothing on my spaceship besides water and the hibernation system. On that note, we will hibernate until we catch up with the Devourer. But what about your spaceship, do you have any food on board?’

Now it was the Marshal’s turn to shake his head. ‘Nothing but a few injections of nourishment solution. Useless.’

Pointing to the spaceship, Fangs interrupted the discussion. ‘We must hurry. The Empire is accelerating quickly. If we tarry, we will not catch up.’

Silence.

‘Marshal, we will stay behind.’ It was the young lieutenant who broke the silence.

The Marshal forcefully nodded.

‘Stay behind? What are you up to?’ Fangs asked in astonishment,turning from one to the other. ‘The hibernation equipment on your spaceship is almost completely depleted and you have no food. Do you plan to stay and wait for death?’

‘Staying will be the first step.’ the Marshal calmly answered.

‘What?’ Fangs asked, ever more perplexed.

‘You just mentioned the first step toward a new civilization.’ the Marshal explained.

‘You,’ Fangs could hardly believe his own words, ‘want to be the ants’ food?’

Earth’s soldiers all nodded. Without a word, Fangs gazed at them for what seemed like forever, before turning and slowly hobbling back to his spaceship, leaning heavily on his walking stick.

‘Farewell, friend.’ the Marshal shouted after Fangs.

Fangs replied with a long, drawn-out sigh. ‘An interminable darkness lies before me and my descendants: the darkness of endless war and a vast universe. Oh, where in it could there be a home for us?’

As he spoke, the humans saw that the ground beneath his feet had grown damp, but they could not tell if he had, or even could, shed tears.

With a thunderous roar, the dinosaur’s spaceship lifted off and quickly disappeared into the sky. Where it had vanished, the Sun was now setting.

The last warriors of Earth seated themselves around the living soil in silence. Then, beginning with the Marshal, they all, one by one, opened their visors and stretched out on the sandy earth.

As time passed, the Sun set. Its afterglow bathed the plundered Earth in a beautiful red. As it faded, a few stars began to twinkle in the sky. To his surprise, the Marshal saw that the dusky sky was a beautiful blue. Just as the thin atmosphere began to render him unconsciousness, the Marshal felt the tiny movements of an ant on his temple, filling him with a deep sense of contentment. As the ant climbed up to his forehead, he was transported back to his so very distant childhood. He was at the beach, lying in a small hammock that hung between two palm trees. Looking up to the splendid sea of stars above, he felt his mother’s hand gently stroke his forehead…

Darkness fell. The remnant ocean lay flat as a mirror, pristinely reflecting the Milky Way above. It was the most tranquil night in the planet’s history.

In this tranquillity, the Earth was reborn.

霍尔格·南(Holger Nahm) 译

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1.“您怎么这么肯定他能吃呢?一个相距如此遥远的世界上的生物能被食用,从生物化学上讲几乎是不可能的。”

‘Sir, how could you have known that you can eat him?From a biochemical perspective, it is almost impossible that a being from such a distant world should be edible.’

2.“我们以后有很长的时间相处,有很多的事要谈,但不要再从道德的角度谈了,在宇宙中,那东西没意义。”

‘We still have a very long time to get along and very many things to talk about, but let us not speak of morals.In the universe, such considerations are meaningless.’

3.“其实你们完全没有必要费这么大劲儿,在银河系,一个文明成为更强大文明的家禽是很正常的,你们会发现被饲养是一种多么美妙的生活,衣食无忧,快乐终生,有些文明还求之不得呢。你们感到不舒服,完全是陈腐的人类中心论在作怪。”

‘Truth be told, there is no reason at all for you to work so hard at it. In the Milky Way, it is perfectly commonplace for a weaker civilization to become the livestock of a stronger

civilization. You will discover that being raised for food is a splendid life indeed. You will have no wants and will live happily to the end. Some civilizations have sought to become livestock, only to be turned down. That you should feel uncomfortable with the idea is entirely the fault of a most banal anthropocentrism.’

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书名:
双子杀手
作者:
美国泰坦图书
本章字数:
10126

从比利时列日开往匈牙利布达佩斯的火车行驶路线可谓蜿蜒曲折——首先要穿过德国和奥地利,然后沿着斯洛伐克西南部弯弯曲曲的边界行驶,最终朝着匈牙利中北部长驱直入,到达布达佩斯。这一路少说要花十三个小时,往多了说,可能要整整一天,这取决于火车经停的站点数量和转乘的次数。从列日市是无法直达布达佩斯的,中途必须转乘。一般人转乘四到五次就可以了,也有人需要转乘七次甚至十次。

了解了这些,你大概能理解为什么说瓦莱里·多尔莫夫的这趟出行安排算得上是一个小小奇迹了——他只换乘了两次!第一次是在法兰克福站,第二次是在维也纳站。而且全程只停靠了十一个站,就算把布达佩斯站算上也才十二个——耗时绝对不到十三个小时。

不过,这样绝妙的行程并不是多尔莫夫自己安排的,而是出自从不露面的幕后人员之手。这些幕后人员能从三个维度来分析列车时刻表,而大多数普通人看到的只是一堆时间数据,他们无法把这些时刻完美地衔接起来。

多尔莫夫心想,幕后人员从地下办公室把巧妙的行程安排呈给上司过目的时候,可能还是会免不了受一顿唠叨,上司肯定会埋怨“怎么停靠的站点这么多”,而不会为他们的成果鼓掌,或是拍拍他们的背鼓励他们。可是中途停靠的事情谁也没有办法改变——这儿又没有直达列车。欧洲没有那种可以开上连接城市与城市的立交桥的火车。

瓦莱里·多尔莫夫并不介意火车在中途停靠其他站点,但是他的保镖们都很紧张。每次车门一打开,他都有可能受袭,因为那是刺客混进车厢的良机,至于换乘的危险性就更不用说了。当然,在行动之前,他和他的保镖们已经把换乘的流程一步步过了好几遍。保镖们也跟他强调,必须按照排练时的步骤来。

多尔莫夫很想跟保镖们说,如果真的有刺客,那可能已经在列日火车站和他们一起上车了。不过他也知道,保镖们肯定不会说:“热烈欢迎您来指导工作。”他们能朝自己点点头已经很给面子了。

多尔莫夫是俄罗斯人,今年六十好几了,还好只需要换乘两次,否则,他每隔几个小时就要带着三个高大强壮的保镖从一个站点跑到另一个站点,还真有点儿吃不消。这倒不是说他身体不好——上次在美国体检的时候,四十岁的医生还夸多尔莫夫血压正常,肌肉也很紧实,说很羡慕他呢!只是他已经一刻不停地连轴转了好几天,确实累了。他希望接下来的时间里,自己能坐着就不站着。只要能让他一直坐在椅子上,叫他干什么都行。

搭火车这个主意是多尔莫夫自己提的。搭飞机肯定能更快到家,不过他告诉接头人,那些搜捕他的美国人肯定已经派人监视了各个机场,甚至可能已经在机场安保人员中安插了眼线,伺机暗中下手。当然,那些人也不会放过火车站,不过火车站鱼龙混杂,人群密集,就算他带着保镖,也能藏得比较隐蔽。好吧,说实话吧,他就是讨厌坐飞机。在火车上,他想什么时候上厕所就什么时候上,对他这个年纪的人来说,这一点可太重要了,而在飞机上就没那么自由了。

其实多尔莫夫知道,就算自己提议坐飞机回莫斯科,局里的人也不会同意的。这倒不是因为坐飞机更容易被追踪,而是因为他们希望让他安分点儿,不要有那么多想法——诚然,他能回国,俄方很高兴,但也不会让他得寸进尺。局里的人肯定会装模作样地给他使点儿绊子,好给自己的工作增添一点儿乐趣。多尔莫夫倒是不介意。他也可以做做表面功夫,让局里的人知道——在美国这三十五年里,他并没有“恃宠而骄”。

话说回来,随着年纪渐长,多尔莫夫对很多事情都变得比较包容了。如果是在二十年前,他早就无法忍受那个此刻正在车厢过道上跑来跑去、用比利时法语大声说话的小丫头了。如今,他竟然能宽容到接受孩童们幼稚的行为,比如他们一听到要搭火车去旅行就激动尖叫的样子。他知道,要不了多久,这些小屁孩就会长大,会在学校和社会受一些教训,最终成为无聊的平庸之辈,扮演着良好市民的角色。当然,还有另一种成长之路,那就是变成愤世嫉俗的“炸药桶”,常常用一些错误的标准和看法去挑别人的毛病,好让自己显得很特别、很有想法。

坐在多尔莫夫身旁的保镖问他想不想喝咖啡或茶、需不需要吃点儿东西,都不知问了多少遍了。多尔莫夫没看保镖,只是摆摆手、摇摇头,仍看向窗外。坐在他们对面的两个保镖看起来就是普通的俄国壮汉——表情坚毅而冷酷,眼神比其他乘客更警惕。

多尔莫夫身旁这个保镖就不一样了。他看起来更年轻,而且没什么经验的样子。多尔莫夫甚至怀疑这是他第一次执行任务,因为他似乎不知道,作为一名保镖,只要安静地坐着,摆出一副“我是恶犬,生人勿近”的样子就可以了。这个小保镖一直在问多尔莫夫要不要吃点儿什么、喝点儿什么、坐得舒不舒服,以及需不需要毛毯。

多尔莫夫想起……好吧,尤里确实说过很多人都抢着要护送这个“出手大方的科学家”回归祖国母亲的怀抱呢。这个尤里,说话总是那么夸张。多尔莫夫想,尤里的这种说话习惯可能和他的工作性质有关。这么多年来,尤里一直在东欧和西欧之间斡旋,这样的工作难免会让人变得诡诈古怪。

东欧和西欧有很多共同点,但它们之间的差异是无法互补的——俄国妈妈可穿不下麦当娜的紧身衣。多尔莫夫打从心底里相信,柏林墙倒塌和随后的苏维埃政权垮台,其实是由三种因素直接造成的:麦当娜、音乐电视台以及香香的厕纸。而互联网的诞生则推动了整个世界不断向前,现在已经没有人想回到从前了。

说起从前,不得不提难忘的1984年。就是那一年,美国人找到了多尔莫夫,说会为他提供天堂般的高科技实验场所,而且不受秘密警察的监管。多尔莫夫一开始觉得听起来不错,从而被哄到了美国。不过,经历了三十五年那样的生活,他已经知道秘密警察是无处不在的,就算你没有身处西伯利亚的古拉格集中营[1],也不意味着你是自由身——只不过你用的厕纸比犯人的更软一点儿罢了。

而且还有道德问题呢。

唉,天啊!

多尔莫夫一直希望成为一个品德高尚又正直的人。也许在和平年代,“品德高尚”和“正直”是比较难以精准定义的品质,必须考虑各种复杂的因素,但是多尔莫夫出生的那个年代,要判断一个人是否品德高尚和正直并没有那么难。

多尔莫夫逃往美国,当然不是为了收看音乐电视台或为了用上香香的厕纸,而是因为他知道,如果不离开,他的科学研究迟早会成为党争的工具。他不想某天早晨醒来发现自己已经被丢到古拉格集中营去了。在那个鬼地方,除了能在背后文一个威风凛凛的教堂文身,这辈子再没有别的指望了。

逃往美国,难。下决心离开美国,难上加难。

突然,坐在多尔莫夫左边那个年轻殷勤的保镖又问他需不需要枕头,一下子把他的思绪拉了回来。

多尔莫夫还是摇摇头。坐在他对面的那两位保镖不动声色,但多尔莫夫看到他们悄悄对视了一眼。也许他们在疑惑,为什么那个年轻保镖这么烦人呢?多尔莫夫心里暗笑,这个年轻人还嫩。他现在的行为和那个在过道上跑来跑去且不停地碎碎念的小丫头一样烦人,不过,被流放了三十五年,多尔莫夫宁愿多听听自己的同胞说俄语,也不想再听那些人说话,哪怕他们的口音很好听。

那两个保镖一路上基本没有说话,除了沟通换乘计划的时候,以及检查他身上是否有窃听器和GPS追踪器的时候。现在的追踪设备都非常迷你,任何人都能把它们放到你身上,哪怕只是在街上看似偶然地擦肩而过,或是在火车站,甚至当你坐在火车的座位上时。一旦那些人成功了,就意味着你们的计划会暴露无遗。

多尔莫夫很清楚这些把戏。美国佬们在不经意间教会了他很多监控手段。在美国,时不时会有一些看起来不可能是间谍的人想要监听他在实验室的动静,甚至监听他家的动静。他一般都能识破那些人,因为他们为了靠近他,总会编造出一个没人听过的政府部门的名称,说自己是那个部门的人。一发生这种事,多尔莫夫就不会在实验室继续工作了,直到人们把实验室清理干净——他要求清理整个实验室,包括洗手间。那些想要探听他和助手的工作内容的人,只能从窃听设备中听到早已准备好的虚假消息。

多尔莫夫并不是因为感觉受到监视才决定回国的。他很清楚,自己在莫斯科只会处于更严密的监控之下。不过,俄罗斯政府不像美国政府那样,对监视一事遮遮掩掩。在俄罗斯,你能猜到是某一群人、某一个部门在监视你。而在美国,民众总是在争取隐私权,说什么政府也无权侵犯个人隐私,等等,所以那里的人只好把窃听器越做越小,隐藏手法也越来越高明。

后来,“9·11事件”爆发了,就连普通民众都在思考,到底是要争取个人隐私权,还是以公众安全为重。不过这并不代表美国政府以前没有窃取过民众的信息,对于一些被认为会危害国家安全的人,不管多么隐私的事情,美国政府也照查不误。一些情报机构发现,“危害国家安全”这个词真是太好用了,只要用了这个词,他们就可以不解释自己的行动,有时甚至可以不承认采取过行动。

政府监视只是一方面。让多尔莫夫完全无法接受的是美国政府最近提出的要求。他一直在想,等他觉得忍无可忍的时候,就永远离开美国。后来他明白了,那些美国佬是不会让他退休回家颐养天年的。他的知识太重要了——他已然成了一个会危害国家安全的人。也是从那时候起,他打定主意一定要逃离那个鬼地方。

回家去!

多尔莫夫当然也很明白,为什么自己回俄罗斯会受到欢迎。把脑子里宝贵的知识带回去,顺便打击美国,可谓一石二鸟,这才是俄罗斯政府的目的。

不过这些对多尔莫夫来说没什么意义。回国后,至少他能尝到一大碗地道美味的酸辣浓汤。再来一大杯格瓦斯[2]——真正的格瓦斯,不是美国餐厅卖的那种掺了糖的水。

多尔莫夫一边回忆着故乡的酸辣浓汤和格瓦斯,一边盯着窗外的列日火车站出神。那巨大的流线型玻璃天幕顶,让人不禁感慨这个火车站真是美得摄人心魄。多尔莫夫第一次见时,觉得它像一阵被冻结的汹涌的白色海浪,只是海浪里卷着许多凹槽。这个火车站是由钢筋、玻璃、白色水泥建成的,没有围起来的门面或巨大的前门,只有这么一个海浪屋顶。海浪里的凹槽其实是混凝土梁,阳光普照时,会在地板上映出美丽的几何阴影图案。

那个殷勤的保镖告诉多尔莫夫,这是西班牙建筑师圣地牙哥·卡拉特拉瓦·巴利斯的标志性设计。多尔莫夫很欣赏这个设计。要是现在能遇到一个志同道合、知道他心中所想的人就好了。不过,这个火车站看起来又很怪异,有一种异星球的科幻感。不对,火车站就在它该在的地方——多尔莫夫觉得是自己和周围格格不入。

可能是太想家了吧。多尔莫夫想。

火车开动了。

就在火车朝东方轰鸣而去的那一刻,他才意识到,自己想家已经想了三十多年。越接近俄罗斯,思念就越强烈。

等到达布达佩斯和尤里联系上,应该会轻松很多。多尔莫夫期待着。匈牙利虽不是故乡,但也不算是西欧了。就算现在喝不了酸辣浓汤和格瓦斯,能喝上一壶匈牙利牛肉汤,再来一瓶伏特加,也是很不错的。

在布达佩斯城西南角几公里外,有一处人迹罕至的悬崖,高耸的悬崖旁是保持着天然原貌的河谷。此时,亨利·布洛根坐在停靠在悬崖上的SUV里,将一只强壮的深棕色手臂伸出车外。他右手抓着方向盘,目视着远方。如果路人看见他那副思考人生、回忆往事、思索前路的样子,说不定会以为他来这个荒凉的地方是为了冥想呢。

不过,如果这位路人仔细观察,就会发现,亨利在驾驶座上坐得直挺挺的,继而能猜测到他可能有军队背景。确实,亨利曾是海军成员,不过那是很久以前的事了。当兵那些年,他练就了一身好本领,后来退役了,也一直在训练和加强,现在已然技艺高超。除此之外,军队留给他的,就只有右手手腕上那个绿色矛头的文身了。这么多年来,他早已把军装和其他所有军用物品都丢弃了,这个文身原本也可以一并抹去,但它对亨利实在意义深远,比他在军队获得的所有奖励和勋章都更重要。文身就是他的化身。每次看着它,他似乎都能看到内心最深处、最真实的自己。这也许就是世人常说的“灵魂”所在吧。他并不喜欢探讨“灵魂”这个概念,不过幸运的是,他也不需要去探讨。他的灵魂就寄存于那枚小小的绿矛文身中。文身是那样干净、利落又精致,就像他喜欢的生活的模样。

现在,他的注意力集中在800码外的一段铁轨上,等着从列日开过来的火车开上布达佩斯铁轨的那一刻。他时不时也会抬头看看贴在后视镜上的那张照片。照片中的人有点儿模糊,不知这是从护照、驾照还是工作证上抠下来的,但还是能辨认出五官。照片底部端端正正地印着一个名字:瓦莱里·多尔莫夫。

门罗·里德很喜欢坐火车到处跑。欧洲人确实擅长搭乘陆上交通工具出行。不过事实上,他也不得不学会享受搭火车,因为坐飞机越来越麻烦,也越来越不舒服——不仅要排很长很长的队伍过安检,还要忍受安检人员在身上“探寻”,这已经够讨厌了,而更糟糕的是,现在的机舱一般都有两种甚至三种等级,但不管哪种等级都差劲极了。和亨利一起出任务时,一般可以不坐飞机。不过有时候,美国国防情报局也会给他指派额外的任务,或是让他做一些收尾工作,像那样单独行动时,国情局是不会专门派直升机去接他这样的小角色的。

现在的情况也好不到哪里去。门罗已经坐了六个小时的火车了,这期间,他不仅要忍受哇哇大哭的婴儿,还有身后那个不断踹他椅背的小鬼——好像就是现在在过道上跑来跑去、大声叫喊的小丫头。门罗不知道她多大了——六岁,或者七岁?反正是不能单独坐火车的年纪。他现在非常不爽,他四处张望,想看看这个小丫头的父母是谁。但是车厢里好像没有人想管她的样子。门罗的父母虽然不常体罚他,但如果他像那个小丫头那么闹腾的话,罚站一星期是逃不掉的。

算了,别管她了。门罗心想。毕竟车厢里的其他人好像都不觉得这丫头烦人,就连多尔莫夫也没有说什么。门罗还以为多尔莫夫这老头儿脾气很差呢!门罗会这么想也很正常,毕竟他眼中的多尔莫夫只是一个叛徒——谁会把叛徒想象成心地善良又招人喜欢的人呢?不过换一个角度看,多尔莫夫本就是俄罗斯人,所以这个老头儿可能根本不觉得自己是叛徒,还觉得自己只是普通退休呢。也许在美国待了三十五年后,他最想念的还是自己的故乡。而且现在,他不用再担心克格勃[3]会半夜把他抓走,扔到古拉格集中营了。

门罗胡乱联想了一通。他觉得,多尔莫夫在俄罗斯的退休生活,肯定没有在美国那么悠闲自在。而且,如果他不是回去养老的,而是想继续进行所谓的“研究”,那他肯定要失望了,因为除了他自己从美国卷走的一些机密文件外,俄罗斯不可能像美国一样为他提供那么多世界顶尖的科研技术和设备。做他的梦吧!能分到一把腰椎承托力良好的椅子就算他走运了。上了年纪的人总是在抱怨他们的椅子对腰椎不好,至少门罗认识的老人们都这样。

算了,多尔莫夫很快就不需要担心这些问题了,就算担心,他也没机会说出口了。门罗暗暗地想着。等到下一个站,门罗就不用再忍受那个精力过剩的小丫头了,如果计划顺利的话,他就能下车了。他相信计划一定会成功。跟他合作的可是亨利·布洛根!亨利从来没有失败过。每次执行任务,亨利就像一台没有感情的机器。没有任何事情能够烦扰他,让他分心。他就像激光射线一样,只专注于一个点,他把控时机的能力更是无人能敌。门罗在任务开始前总是紧张兮兮的,生怕有变数,到最后才会发现,所有的担心都是多余的。

可是,今天好像有点儿不一样。门罗现在满脑子都是那个在过道上跑来跑去、吵吵闹闹的卷发小女孩儿。他简直要发疯了!她有没有六岁啊?

猜小孩子的年龄不是门罗的强项。其实任何人的年龄,他都猜不准。他很有自知之明地想着。以前他还说亨利应该快四十岁了,结果呢,你可以想象当亨利告诉他自己已经五十一岁时,他震惊得下巴都掉到地上的样子。怎么可能会有五十多岁了状态还保持得那么好的人类?

该死!这小鬼的家长到底去哪儿了?火车马上就要出发了,他们怎么还不来把她带走?噢,对了——这里不是欧洲,连家庭教育的方式都不一样了。门罗想起来了,不知是从哪儿听来的,法国家长在孩子三岁时,就会给他们倒一杯红酒来搭配晚餐。可能这种做法在说法语的地方都流行起来了吧,比如列日市?那个小女孩第一百零一次大喊大叫着从他身边跑过时,他看了看手表,距离晚餐时间还有一个小时。太可惜了,否则可以给她灌一杯红酒,让她老实点儿,也许还能让她睡死过去。想到这里,他似乎明白了为什么法国家长要让孩子喝酒了。

隔着一条走廊,再往下数三排,就是多尔莫夫和保镖们的座位了。门罗看到那个殷勤的保镖从上车以来就一直在打扰多尔莫夫。莫非他在入行之前是护士吗?多尔莫夫一直朝他摆手,但那个保镖还是一直在问。

就像那个烦人的小丫头一样,保镖对多尔莫夫无休止的关怀也让门罗感到心烦意乱。门罗坐在座位上,听到保镖一遍又一遍地问:“要不要吃什么?”“要不要喝什么?”“要不要看书?”“要不要枕头?”“座位舒服吗?”又看到那老头儿一遍遍摆手回答:“不用。”“不需要。”“不要。”如果门罗不认识他们,恐怕他已经冲过去让保镖放过这个可怜的老头儿了。不过,门罗又想,多尔莫夫才不值得可怜,而且他很快就没有烦恼了。门罗的脸上浮起了微笑。

小女孩儿又从反方向跑过门罗身边。门罗心想,如果火车再不开动,他也要在过道跑一跑发泄一下。不过,就算列车晚点了也没关系,只要亨利准点就好了,而亨利从来没有迟到过。

火车好像是在回应门罗一般,车身抖了一下。出发了。与此同时,火车的广播里传来了一个女声,大声说着列车的行驶时间、终点站等信息,还提醒乘客要注意安全。她是用法语说的,听起来非常悦耳,甚至有点儿迷人。门罗听说比利时法语比法国法语更温柔。不过他听不出来二者的区别。也许亨利能听出来,他的听觉就是那么敏锐。

门罗看向窗外。

“六号车厢,”他冷静又清晰地说着,“我们出发了。座位号4A。重复一遍:4A。靠窗,保镖在旁边。”

布达佩斯西南方几公里外。

亨利回复:“收到。”他依然盯着远处的铁轨,尤其是进入山谷隧道前的那一段,那里的地势好像比最佳射击点低一点儿。他迅速而冷静地从车里下来,走到车后,打开后备厢,停下来看了一下手表确认时间。这个手表是以前当海军时在新生训练营基地买的,看起来很衬他,似乎海军就应该戴这种手表。它现在还能走,亨利也仍很喜欢它。然后,他打开了后备厢里一个巨大的硬壳箱子。

他的雷明顿700狙击步枪已经有些年头了,但仍然坚挺,就像他的手表,就像他自己。开始拼装枪支的那一刻,他体内奔涌的血液好像都安静下来了。他感到无比的平静,似乎一切尽在掌握。这股平静的能量从内心深处涌出,流动到大脑和掌心,就连他身边的空气都受他控制似的。他沉着、镇静地吞吐气息,寻找着最平衡的状态,调整好自己的大脑、身体以及手上的雷明顿步枪。

亨利调整好步枪的瞄准镜,将它安在枪管的两脚架上,然后俯身趴在悬崖上。他感觉到腹部逐渐温热起来了。这感觉就像回家一样暖。每一次都如此。

“速度?”亨利问道。

“稳定在238公里每小时。”

亨利听着门罗的声音,笑了。

门罗在座位上动来动去,仿佛因为皮肤太紧绷而需要放松一下似的。他把手里那本一直假装在看——或说尝试假装在看——的书从左手换到右手,又从右手换到左手。

“你似乎很兴奋。”亨利的声音一如既往的冷静,听不出一点儿情绪。

“我确实很喜欢抓坏人。”门罗说着,又在座位上动起来。如果亨利看到他这副样子,肯定恨不得用枪屁股敲晕他。

“为了你自己,你也不得不喜欢。”亨利心想,待会儿见到门罗一定要跟他说,“你那么兴奋很可能会把我们的事搅黄。”

门罗强迫自己低头看书,不再偷看多尔莫夫和他的保镖。这不是他的第一次任务,他知道一定要控制好自己,不能一直盯着目标。否则,他们会注意到事情不对劲的。他跟自己这么说着,但眼神却还是往多尔莫夫那边飘去了。

多尔莫夫终于对那个过分热情的保镖不耐烦了,敷衍地朝他摆了一下手,头都懒得回,一直看着窗外。

时机快到了。门罗想着,不禁更加激动了。

距离悬崖800码以外的铁轨上,列车出现了。

亨利往步枪里装了一颗子弹。一击足矣。如果他没能一枪打中……不过,不存在这种可能性。他用肩膀抵住枪托,调整一下位置,然后瞄准。

“等等,等等。”

亨利能听出来,门罗此刻肯定紧张得攥紧了拳头。他正打算让门罗别胡思乱想,门罗说了一句话:“有平民。”

亨利马上停下来。整个世界好像都和他一起暂停了。只有那列该死的火车,呼啸着冲向隧道,好像拼了命想要逃到安全的地方去。

一个好消息和一个坏消息。

好消息是,那个小丫头终于没在过道上跑来跑去了。坏消息是,她停在了多尔莫夫和他的保镖旁边,像一根木头一样愣在原地,盯着他们。多尔莫夫也盯着她,显然被她赤裸裸的好奇心弄得很不自在。

“她站在那里会救了他的命!”门罗惊慌失措地想着,“这小浑蛋会救了那个老浑蛋的命!她会让我们失去唯一阻止外国势力占据机密文件的机会。这该死的小丫头!”

门罗打算站起来。得想个法子让她移开位置,哪怕把她敲晕。就在这时,小姑娘的妈妈终于现身了。这个美丽的少妇穿着白上衣、蓝裙子,母女俩长得很像,但不知为什么,她居然一直没有被认出来。她推着女儿的肩膀往前走,用法语轻声批评了女儿,那声音传进门罗的耳朵,简直动听极了。

当母女俩回到座位上,门罗大喘了一口气。小丫头就坐在门罗身后,她会让门罗坐得非常不舒服,但是没关系,只要她没有站在死亡座席旁就可以了。

“搞定。”门罗压低了声音说。

亨利从瞄准镜里盯着火车,感觉自己终于能重新呼吸了。“去确认。”他说。火车的第一节车厢已经进入隧道了。“现在就给老子去。”他在心里默默加了一句。

“已确认。可以动手。”门罗的声音又急促又紧张。

“收到。”亨利的食指一弯,扣动扳机。

射击的最佳时刻只有一瞬间。唯一的瞬间。在那个瞬间,世界处于有序的状态,也只有在那个瞬间,世界的运行才是合理的。万事万物的本末始终都匹配无误,所有事物都在正确的位置,所有位置都在他亨利的计算之中。子弹射出枪膛的那一刻,亨利看到它在阳光下飞向车厢的轨迹。他知道,这颗子弹进入车厢后,也将会出现在它应该出现的地方,就像那个瞬间有序的世上万物一样。

然而这一次,事情没有按照亨利规划的路线发展。

亨利不再看瞄准镜了。刚才将他裹挟起来的那股冷静、清晰和肯定的能量也消失了。宇宙的秩序也在一瞬间重新变得混乱。那唯一的、完美的时刻没有降临。他没有感受到冷静。他只是一个男人,拿着来复枪,趴在欧洲西北部的一块泥土地上,头顶是漫不经心的蓝天白云。

他错过了。

他不知道自己是怎么感觉出来的,但他就是知道。

门罗对于亨利的这些想法毫不知情。

整个车厢的人都发狂了。那个小丫头的妈妈把女儿紧紧抱在怀中,用一只手捂住女儿的眼睛,虽然她本来就看不见那血腥的场景,她甚至连多尔莫夫靠着的车窗上有一个小洞都看不见。至于多尔莫夫,他的头昂着,看起来不是很优雅,血液不断地从喉咙上的枪孔中流出来,浸染了他的衬衫。

三个保镖在座位上直挺挺地坐着,仿佛这一枪把他们都变成了雕像,就连那个过分热情的小伙子也僵在原地。火车开进了隧道,他们三人依然呆若木鸡。等他们向上级汇报时,定然要付出天大的代价。他们的任务只有一个,却华丽地失败了。Tant pis[4]!

对门罗来说,只是一个坏人被处决了。现在,不管多尔莫夫三十五年来从美国政府资助的研究中取得了多少成果,他都没办法透露了。他所知道的所有关于生化战的内容,都随他一起去了。解决了一个麻烦,一切还是原来的模样。世界没什么变化。

“上路吧,老东西。”门罗高兴地说。

亨利摘下了耳机,没有回复他。以前听到门罗的结束语,亨利会觉得更高兴,但今天,他一点儿心情都没有。他仿佛把自己调到了自动挡,机器人一般拆卸着步枪,完全感受不到以往那种消灭了恐怖分子的愉悦感和满足感,即便这次是生化恐怖分子。

亨利明明让世界更安全了,可这次的意外,却让他不想和门罗说话。

[1] 指苏联的劳改营和所有形式的政治迫害。——译者注(本书脚注皆为译者查注)

[2] 俄罗斯、东欧产的一种低度数酒精饮料。

[3] 苏联的秘密警察。

[4] 法语,意为“倒大霉了”。